Not Just Growth, but Worldmaking: A Phenomenological Exploration of Posttraumatic Growth Among Sexual Minority Women and Nonbinary Individuals.

Despite experiencing disproportionately high rates of trauma exposure and traumatic stress, sexual and gender minority populations are underrepresented in research on posttraumatic growth (PTG). Data from two waves of semistructured life review phenomenological interviews with 14 sexual minority women and nonbinary individuals were analyzed to explore sexual minority women and nonbinary individuals' lived experiences of growth and healing from exposure to traumatic events. Three main themes were identified: (1) healing through interpersonal connection; (2) new learning about the self and relationships; and (3) healing as political. The first theme describes the central role of interpersonal connection; whereas some participants described seeking and receiving social support from others, most discussed the value of healing with others. The second theme characterizes new learning following trauma, such as learning that, in healthy and safe relationships, one can be loved for who they are. The third theme encompasses how participants politicized their PTG and that even the process of politicizing the traumatic experience itself facilitated growth, as participants understood their struggle as connected to larger systems of oppression, contributing to further identity development. Our findings suggest that sexual minority women and nonbinary individuals experience PTG as a political, iteratively individual and relational process of queer worldmaking (Berlant & Warner, 1998). Public Significance Statement: This study found that posttraumatic growth among a sample of sexual minority women and nonbinary individuals was facilitated by interpersonal connection and a process of relating traumatic experiences to larger systems of oppression. This suggests that some trauma-exposed sexual and gender minorities may benefit from connecting with their communities to engage in communal meaning-making and counter posttraumatic experiences. [ABSTRACT FROM AUTHOR]