I thought I was being blessed.

This is a clinical case presentation of a Catholic hospital chaplain, who, like thousands of deeply wounded children from around the world, was sexually abused by his parish priest. Believing he had received 'a special blessing' contributed to his denial, rationalization and ultimate identification with his abuser. For 58 years, having repressed his earlier experience, this man lived as a Catholic cleric, abusing others. Entering analysis provided him with an opportunity to work with his dreams and memories. Analysis enabled him to consciously come to terms with and benefit from a future that fostered his individuation and allowed him to become a spokesman for the rehabilitation of others suffering a similar fate. [ABSTRACT FROM AUTHOR]